Jesslyn

1992

Temperamental.

A-level-ing.

Hi,after so long not blogging,I'm back.

Hi.life sucks!!! I keep day-dreaming of the days after As..Please wait for me :<

Change
I can't adapt...

Not serious
Probably one-sided

Turn
But where?

Helpless and vulnerable
Alone.

Finally,a blogger app?woah awesomeness.ill probably blog frequently from now onwards.recently don't even have time for tumblr.sigh studying is depriving me of life :-(

Determination will set and lead me far.

I must always strive to move on.

i give up.

hi life is sucha a bitch :(

On a side note,today was really a tiring day.....

somehow..no matter how much i wished i could just forget it and move on.

HELLO.i think i'm gna blog lesser now!

o!!!

O god..i knew this is the beginning of the stress period.

yea yea yea!!

tired mentally physically that's to sum up my day

sup oi people!

o man i have no bloody idea why my muscles' been aching for the past 2-3 days wtshit!

HEY PEOPLE

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :)

Forgive me,I'm trying to find My calling,I'm calling at night...

hey guys how's life?

omg my mood so bad today

hey

im so tired and sick of everything

o GoddDD...so TireDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

sigh i'm so weak in decisions or wait i should rephrased as i always made the decision which i think was right but too weak to abide/follow it.

Sometimes..i'm so lethargic to think..

emo emo post

Hi.

Lalala i'm so confused :(

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O...man...

hey muggers :[

I must say,i'm so glad to have found a buddy to jog/run with me at least once a week~

Hi.I just feel the sudden rush to pen down (ok in this case type it) random thoughts i've been thinking/just thought of/thought recently..

Woof.ffffffffffffffff.

I've difficulty breathing & sleeping argh

I'm feeling sick........ :'(

Now i know why people love "Firework" by Katy Perry.

Hi this is going to be a random complaining post since nowadays(past 2 days) haven't been really wanting to socialize much..just don't ask me because i'm really tired :(

Somehow,I behave weirdly this few days.

AHHHHHHHHH gotten back Math paper & i'm honestly going bonkers.lol

Sigh..Took back my Physics paper and it was extremely disappointing.

终于可以用华语 type 了。。。

I'm so pissed with everything today,and it's a bit of deja vu because i read under "daily horoscope" that i should cancel all plans today as i will get agitated easily..creepily true.

Hey~been neglecting this space for sucha long time due to my super duper hectic lifestyle now.

Just great.

Woah school work is seriously Zzzzz.

Some people just made me feel that they are so superficial.

Ohno.

Hi!
Put on braces on 4th dec and i fell sick.
so untimely much!!!
Supposed to meet my SY but cancelled due to my illness~

Faster get well me :(
waiting for D's call now..make passport till so late..arghh...
really really tired..

working on 11th and 12th...anyway it's 2days only so manageable so i took it.
will be @ Suntec convention :)

meeting lovely dear on 10th.
did i mentioned what a sweetie he was.
other than the fact that he "nursed" me @ his home on 4th dec after my braces as i was sick,help my massage my head,cover me with blanket and pat me to sleep in the living room,we also bought groceries together,he cooked for me (ok this already common ah~ ;p),he sent me home despite it being already like 9plus night!!! From Hougang to Clementi!!!& despite himself being tired,he told me stories about the series he read "Percy Jackson...blahblah"..altogether got 5 he read 4. ^^
aiya there's too much to be listed if i were to list down his sweetness :p

Kbye~
eh wait,did i mention that braces diet is superrrrrr successful?
happy leh!!! 42kg isn't faraway now!! ^^ go away you fats and ugly leg muscles!!!

Hi!
Finally completed my final day in work with some sales..woohoo!!!
Now thinking whether to take on another job,one day only,pay is relatively high @ $9/hr! But what's holding me back is i've to carry 2-5kg props~
Dear said i confirm can't lol.

Bought hair-dye NOT @ sasa but Watson instead.You'll see me in brown hair!!! :)

My teeth's aching...Read from somewhere,that having braces is like "how would you feel when you just had a work-out?Tired,exhausted?That's exactly how your teeth is feeling right now" haha..meaningfully true.Except that i just have this metal thing in the back of my teeth and not the full braces...

Borrowed a book "Nineteen minutes" by Jodi Picoult from Cheryl.
Gonna start reading tomorrow.. ..

MX's flying off in 3rd dec!!!
Meeting Ahyee on 8th dec!!!
hehehe.

That's all..can't wait for braces %^%$&%^&$%*

Oh lord.I swear i'm hating my job now ttm.
Not only it requires standingggggggg (although most of them requires so) but it's so tiring after so many rejections knowing you put in your best asking people & even after shifting location!!!
arghhh
Really grateful to my dearest mun for accompanying me though he's supposed to follow his schedule.Sigh.
P/s (for this paragraph) :Encountered a funny angmoh guy today. "Hi sir,are you interested in Harry Potter?" "Am i interested in hi--m? *gives weird face*"
LOL~

Somehow nowadays then i feel my muscles aching despite going out almost everyday...
and i sure am fatigue..

oh..after 4th,put on braces~
i wanna go buy hair dye tomorrow :)
cut fringe+hair already..
*get to 42kg*
earn + save money
buy xmas gift

So many things to do,so little time.....

Wah.Me & MX rejected the weekend assignment cuz we feel that we aren't able to dedicate our december to jobs.So bad right but sorry no choice!
Anyway..don't know if should go clubbing on 15th dec..sigh..

Good news!
Dear's going to accompany me tomorrow!!
Happiest shit right? :)

Oh,i went to extract my teeth again.
So now officially i'm "boh-gey" with 4 teeth missing -.-
can't wait for 4th of december to put on braces..at least i won't look like a freeaak.
Hopefully look normal then...

Kk byebye~waiting for my numbness to go off...as of the injection,,

ahhh fuckkkkkkkkkk bad news.
I CAN'T TAKE LEAVE ON 30TH.
Ohno bloody hell!!! HOW HOW HOW.
I hope Dear can accompany me and help me sell since he have the intention k? :$

Consecutive 3 days,went Cheryl's house.
Played Cluedo+Game Of Life+Monopoly Deal+Taboo+Snap+Hangman.Watched movie 13 going 30,and ate bread,Bee Bee,Seaweed.Hahahha.Macham camping site :p
Thanks Cheryl,safe trip tomorrow,Bon Voyage!

Another bad news is Dear MIGHT NOT be able to see me UNTIL 25TH DEC due to his tight advancement schedule set by the STUPID principal.So sucks ttm.Why is it year 1992 always the guinea pig year?UNFAIR!
How am i supposed to survive~~

*Disclaimer: Information provided may be subjected to changes anytime...

Hiiii,i'm stuck-yep stuck.
Stuck against choices.
Choices that can be detrimental if not dealt with properly!!!
First,I have already decided that i "need" to tell the lady (job) that i can't make it on the 2nd wave!!!I'm doing my 2nd extraction which may be painful should i talk,and definitely sales requires talking.
$$$ fly,fly away.But nvm,after that i go find other jobs!!!
Secondly,I'm stuck between FUN and FUTURE.Both start with F.Yes,I must concentrate on my future!!!Gosh,i wouldn't want to be stuck with going SIM OR PRIVATE UNIVERSITY!!!I want to go NUS/NTU!!!Omy,Life sucks now!Fuck! (F too)
Don't wanna waste another year....

Kk,hopefully i can grow smarter and cleverer each growing days.
Alevel scary shite.
Need to plan really meticulously from now onwards...or maybe start next month please please?

& What really sparks me thinking is when my sister said something about my school being lousy.
Ohmy!How i wish i can prove to her,doesn't mean a lousy school limits my capability!
:(

BYE!!!

Hi,first things first.@ Job today,NO SALES.That's pathetic.Well probably the most awesome thing ever is that Dear came over and gave me a "surprise visit".Really surprised as he didn't even mention about it or anything!!!Gosh super happy & i smiled like an idiot~
But the lady said she would change venue to near orchard area starting the next wave (next 2days)
But CCK branch office people just gave me the feeling of warmth and are so welcoming i swear!Will miss them.But sales&commission more important!
LOL

Had been going out since 15th NON-STOP!!!The only day i rested was on 17th i think.Other than that i spent all going out,job.
hahahah,good life aye.*Soon no more *
Anyway on Sunday,went out to JP and played Monopoly Deal @ Starbucks till night.
Today morning woke up feeling groggy yucks.Then after work i spent approximately 50bucks on my "inner garments". :p
Then meet Dear ♥♥♥

Tomorrow?Will be going out with MX.
& I've decided to be good on 24th.Maybe going Dear's house to rest after his paper,then @ night got dental appointment.
25th,Movie-Confessions + Steamboat with MX M.T CHERYL D JJ. (Usual people)

Ok hectic schedule.Seems like my life is split into morning,afternoon,night of FUN ;)
awww...tik-tok DONT let it stop~

,LOL hey.It seemed like hundreds thousands millions zillions gazillions years since i last updated.K lah,not to the extent.
Anyway,so many things happened,and prominent ones are:
1)Finished "A level" PW&H1 Literature!Finally!I think i screwed up PW but heck lah,wait results know already.
2)Gotten a job @ Adecco.Quite cool, $7/hour and work only 4 days.My location is at CCK.Ask me about it and help me buy stuff?! :D:D
3)Passed carmen prezzie and celebrated her b'day with her.Glad she likes it!!!
4)Finally buy converse shoes.With MX.So you'll be seeing us wearing the same shoes when school reopens.HHAHAHA

Ya...then here's what i wanna do/think/getting.
1)Get another short-term job for $$$ :)
2)Go singapore flyer with D <>
3)CLEAN MY ROOM! LIKE MESSY %^%&^&%
4)Get bling bling for my iphone
5)Buy Xmas presents!
6)Go pub again with besties!!!!
7)Learn guitar from my *coach!
8)Doing braces soon!

Here's what's going to happen for the past few days.
1)Stay at home today i think T.T
2)Thurs,go get shirt from the International Plaza then maybe try get another interview,then go Granny's house
3)Friday,go out

hahaha..k i know i'm quite lame listing what i'm gna do but i don't care lah huh.
:)

Then here's another section to say about people i encountered/heard.
1)The bitch that my bestie mentioned.Go to helllllll la you.Stupid stupid bullying others bitch.
2)Girl #1,stop being so selfish and think as though you're very pretty.The fact that is YOU ARE NOT and did i mention your complexion sucks ttm?Ooops.
3)Guy # 1,are you trying to show me that you've changed by smoking & clubbing all day long?....
4)Girl # 2,Please get some originality -.-
5)Girl # 3,Stop acting and boot licking other people.Can't stand you.

HAHAH i'm so evil
Hell yeah bye

Wtf_Ck.Nowadays life's like shittttttttttt.
Seriously,it's becoming so worst that i don't even know where to start.
Just know that my PW's practically screwed,My A-level is coming and i'm not all-ready,My mind and body's so fatigue,Bad luck keeps coming.
Sighhhhhhhh.
Tell me whyyyyy
Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

Woah..been long since i last updated huh?Well really no time and no mood..
Here's the review of past's week.
1)Gotten back promotional 2 results,not satisfying!!!!
2)Get iphone 4 and i keep playing the apps inside,so addictive!!!
3)Went out today to do PW stuff then headed to buy my iphone cover.Bought a pink flip-cover.
4)Super tired,muscles aching,and i just hope my cough don't crawls back.

Ok byeeee i need sleep!!!
I becoming zombie.

P/s : Pray god that those who should remain shall remain,those who ought to go,do go.

Hi again.Been reminded that tomorrow's dental appointment.
Oh yah!Did i say i doing braces?!Like finally right i know?Hehehe.No more ridicules to be taken hoolala.
:-)
I'll faster do & faster take off hehehehe!

Nowadays when i go out,i dressed as though i won't have another chance to go out again.
Because honestly,and sadly,that's partly the truth.Because as A-levels are nearing,times to go out will definitely be shortened...uh-huh.
I'm currently surfing under the school's premises...So slow the connection.
humph!
hahah ok bye

Just one more year.
I tell myself.
C'mon one more year and i'm free from the grasp of A-level and hypocritical people.
& honestly,won't even have time to care about such things that tumult my feelings.
So long,fake friends.

Hello.
Today was a hmm..eventful day.
First of all,met dear on bus and we continue the ride to Funnan IT mall.
Went over there to buy my laptop cover..there's a lot there actually,which initially i thought there wasn't.
Price ranging from $5-$99.hahaha!Serious.$10++ is not chio quality ok-ok,$20++ is no quality.$40++ is not worth.$99 one is too expensive la!
So end up i bought a $~$36 one,simple design,black,good cushion.Dear rated it 7.5/10.hoho..i rate 8 bah.But honestly if i wan 10/10 is good cushion,nice design but confirm EXPENSIVE!
That end up my tiny "shopping"..ate MAC afterwards and took bus to D's house.
Greeted D's mum and it was not so awkward as the previous times somehow...and D helped me to install some stuff in my new VAIO baby :D
Thanks D! I finally can use MSN already! YAY you're awesomeeeeeeee.

Then home quite early as D need to buffet dinner with family.
Here's the malu part.I was about to get off the stop so i pressed the bell once,then i look around the bus see if the bell's pressed.then when i pressed again,got one tall ang mor guy approach me and say "it's ok,it's ok" (referring that the bell's pressed) hahahahha! malu leh!
ok then i've to buy my own dinner and like some auntie i carry two heavy bags on both hands and back home finally!

HEHEHE.Ok la i don't know why i sounded so enthusiastic but actually i'm quite calm now.
hate my *cough cough cough*~

seriously like drop the detail aside,today i feel like ranting,again.But well,not about me fully.
First of all,curse the person that made ahyee so sad :( i know she's a blur blur blur sotong but F* you la hor for taking advantage of her.who are you to even touch her bag with your flithy shit hands?you must be sooo poor that you lived in slums huh.you must be those ahbengzx who wanna act cool stealing people's things.anyway you ought to know that actually you're already caught on CCTV.Stupid gay fag.
Secondly,school started and it sucked.Practically yawning my day through and fighting hard to stay awake listening to lessons.All the teacher's eyes just bore into mine and make me so drowsy ever.sigh.It's really those days whereby i can just cuddle up and sleep my day off.AND to top things off worse,i get a cough.*cough cough cough* all day long!woah.

-.-

I HOPE THE PERSON WHO STOLE AHYEE'S BAG GET CAUGHT AND PUNISHED!

SIannzz day,but guess what?
I've a new baby,VAIO BABY PINK!
HAHAH.So f*cking chiozx can. :>
searched bukit timah COURTS,but the service there's so lousy.The promotors don't even know how to give useful suggestions.
then went to IMM,the sony outlet there.Much much better.
After looking at the laptop which is not displayed,i literally fell in love with it :>
then stayed around,my sis asked for a lot freebies.HAHA..happy!
then went over to west coast plaza to buy sushi,lots and lots.
then buy dinner,went over to mum's shop.
in about early october,my mum's shop will be officially opening!Ask me about it!!hahaha!

ok ok...tomorrow need to wake up dam early..
bye!
i think my mood swing here and there huh? :>

p/s: i need to buy a laptop case
p/s/s:getting iphone needs to wait approx. 1month plus! so high demand!
p/s/s:wished today ended fasterrrrrrrrr!
p/s/s/s:happy 2010~gotten laptop,guitar.getting iphone,braces!but i want to make a new specs and maybe coloured contacts(if i dont look fake in them :> )

This is going to be an emo post and i know today supposedly to be a happy day cuz last paper ended but i dont care.
i just wanna rant and rant here so please ignore this post as you please as this is going to be a ranting post.
sometimes i am just so disappointed at home.I just wanna find a haven,a place to let me rest my tired body and mind and yet i can't ever have peace.
It's either my dad or mum talking/dad nagging about some stuffs,or my stupid dog barking like nobody's business when i'm studing,or my neighbour kids screaming,or people watching the television or to make things worst,nowadays my house here renovation.
I feel like i'm at my pit of pit.
sometimes i just wanna find someone who can even listen to my problems
i don't understand.Sometimes i am there for my friends.i not saying all the time.but most of the time they're not there.and i wouldn't wanna disturb them with my problems prolly deemed minor to them.
i feel like crap now.i don't wanna let this out but it had been going for so long i can't stand it!
i felt so tired of my life.It sucks literally. like really
it's not materialistic stuff that can cheer me up.I just need somebody to be there to LISTEN.to give advices.to comfort me.
someone who is really truthful in doing so and not have any ulterior motive.
But such person dont exist at all.

and i hate studying.
i hate studying!
grr.it makes me stress most of the time and gets me to a very argumentative mood.
i know people might think "aiya it's not like they abuse you all what"
but seriously?this is like mental abuse.
i am being deprived of my basic time to relax and chill.
sigh.
my mood's* suicidal now. -.-
siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
no wonder people keep saying FML!
FML FML FML

Labels: sentimental.

Long awaited short break finally arrived..knowing that i'll have two-sure-wrong mcqs answers,but it's all over!I meant promo 2,still there's A-level but for now i shall enjoy myself to the fullest i can be.Life's too short to dwell over your past mistakes eh?
Nowadays i feel lonely even with Dear,because somehow i feel that time spent was too short..i must be crazy/outta my mind!

alrights,i'm anticipating sat-mon.
Let the activites spread the fun on me! <3

-continues-
This part is especially for my treasured friends.
You should know you are one if,1)i disturb you,A LOT.2)If i will text you randomly in the middle of nothing.3)if i keep bugging you to go out with me.4)if i tell you my problems.5)if i encourages you every now and then to study hard.6)if i would go up to you when you're feeling sad and ask you "what's wrong?"7)if i keep saying i miss you!8)if i smile/laugh a lot around you!
Haha..just generalising.Right back to the point.
I just want to tell you people that i am really really happy and glad that in this life of mine,this eighteen years,i found you guys.You certainly give colourful colours to my life and update my life with such love and concerns.and and and.
i know that many years down the road,i won't forget you.
even if we might not contact anymore,even if we don't talk for more than few minutes,
you will always be remembered :)

Aloha! Headache is gone,but now muscles aching..neck+shoulders muscles ..supposed to be sleeping now but can't fall asleep!!! angryyyyy*

two more freakinggg MCQ papers and i'm done with promos two..yeahyeahyeah

rainy day~i like..

i think i need to be more optimistic sometimes..

errr bye lazy blog

Labels: a very very tiring day

生病了！
是不用人家同情。。但是头真是很痛！
动不动就左边或右边头痛。
我到底怎么了？
该看医生吗？

讨厌考试 ttm
最近动不动就发脾气。。
看到什么人就生气或感到烦躁。。
听到什么不如意的便不开心。。
真是的。。

I just felt like shitttt now.
SERIOUS.I meant the exams!!!!!!!!Stupid chemistry!flunk flunk flunk!
grrrr.faster overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr pleaseeeeeee!

For anyone even reading my blog, i'm glad to say i've turned 18!! Officially,and yes,M18 movie?
Well..let me tell you how a 18 year old feels like now.Honestly?NO DIFFERENCE from last year.Just that maybe you feel quite old now and maybe..yeah,you're supposed to mature?Yeah supposED.Hahaha..and it probably means i'll have more freedom from now onwards! yay!
Really BIG THANKYOU to all my lovely friends who texted me,and sent me their wishes via Facebook. (glad i didn't deactivate it :S) hehehe!
and of cuz, to my lovely dear,who spent time with me to eat dinner and give me my new "baby" XD
I'll practice it straight after this stupid promos promise!!! with your guidance,of cuz, :> (people who know us should know what it is! )

my new "baby" is black in colour with white lining at the sides and is v.v.pretty! ^^
hahaha!
yes,and tomorrow,there's like chem exam!
heck already,pretty worn out now!
:>
sweet dreams to me!
happy 18th birthday to me!

p.s : can't wait to see besties on 25th!
:can't wait to go universal studios on 27th!

:> :> :>

sian life :(
just finished M.T and H1-Literature,whole time thinking i want to faster end promos!
sigh sigh sigh
faster over bah..

i think from now onwards my favourite quote will be "sad life ttm!"
ahaa..
i think i'm at the wrong place.feels like it.
I'm so not 24/7 mugger type and i can't even IMAGINE myself living like those super muggers in other MI/other JCS.How can they have such superb focus to study and not fall asleep/feel tired/even if they feel tired they can continue?!
walawl.Imagine now i'm @ poly.
NA--ISEE.
I'll have a beautiful laptop and paste lots of bling bling (Ya,ya more than bimbos one!!!heheheh.).I'll go out till late-late.I'll make hot friends.I'll go clubbing sometimes.
but d-uh,i won't have time to change schools now.I'm turning 18 soon.
OMG 18 !!! OLD OLD OLD
hahaha!!!
sad life ttm now!!!!!!!!
and sian of cuzz.

天啊！！！！救命。

ohmygod.
my holiday's just like that..mugging & slacking..
no place for enjoyment @ all!!
this sucks!
i'm so gna give myself a break after this promo.
just a break...then got A-level chinese and literature.
ohWELL

p.s/ don't copy me leh!!! dislike dislike.
p.s/ i cut hair!!! short now. ok-lah...no more rebond though

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
SO tiring i tell you today.
:-(
hmph..Not much of any news,just that finished my G.P exam..
and september holiday starts tomorrow.."officially"
and ahem...not really a holiday.
Need to prepare and study right for my other subjects.
Sad-life ttm!!!!

Woah been really busy.
3 happening news.
1)my promotional exams coming.i'm so scared for me and dear.
2)Mr Tan C.H and Mr Koh is leaving MI.
really don't know how to survive without them.
3)i'm going Universal Studios straight after my promo II !
Hooray.

Alright......sometimes those sad stuff is just piece and parcels of life.

Phew.
It's 11.46 p.m sharp when i typed this and i'm still awake.
All because of PW!!!
If you guys knew me well enough,i'm the type of person who don't like to rush things.
I like to do it beforehand so that even if there's a need for any amendments,i'd have enough time.
Yup,anyway tomorrow's the trip to Science Centre,not really excited because of quite a various reasons,one of them being there's this one irritating shit going.
OK BYE BYE I WAN ZZzZzZZ

一切都太冲忙，我都还没时间放慢脚步，残忍的时间早已把一切下定居。

今天的惊喜真的使我很开心。
你，让我没有选择的余地。
是的，就是那么爱你。
谢谢你的温柔。

Hola.Two sentences i came across myself at night in my mind:

一段早已消逝的爱，就像枯萎的玫瑰，没有明天。
女人的要求是否超越了男人的预算？

是吧。当爱与不爱在也不是一个你脑海里的一道问题，你就知道，你早已不爱。
拖延越久，对方或许会更难受。
你始终做对了。（To a friend）

Just back from JB with so many things!Other than my snacks,i bought a set of clothes! A denim high-waist shorts + a top.
Hehehehe.& i ate good food which was like,super super cheap.
So the only bad part is the jam,other than that all's ok..
i hope.
Well anyway been long since i went "overseas" though seperated from singapore by a bridge.hahaha!
ok....but my A-level chem SPA on wednesday!!! AHHHHH :(

why am i not studying?!
study study study

One of the suckiest day ever.Don't wanna mention.

I need to pass my Math this time man!!!
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
If not SOMEONE will say that "i'm sad" cuz i didn't do too good for my math.-.-

haha
right.so angry....my sense of motivation.
haha
kkkkk bye bye bye watching show

when you can't have some things,look towards other things which you already had,and feel fortunate.

Tie a knot in your mind
with it's level of difficulty when untying one
and you'll find
what's deep inside
the blood vessels and the veins
the heart pumping and the beat
goes on and on till your hands writhe
while trying to tie a knot in my mind
-of that difficulty.

-Jesslyn 2010

It's time to let thoughts flourish
and glittering sparkles flow down your skin
as you walked down the endless sea
the nearness of earth's horizon with the sea
alas!you found yourself
in the least place you expect to be
and you half-turn,back-facing me,
no longer the blurred vision but quite clear yet
"are you me?"
-Jesslyn 2010

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Tomorrow's parent's day cum national day celebration i think
well..good game,,,,,,,,,,haha
so tired today.relatively lazy day
well today did chem mock part 2 which i think is reasonably easier compared to part 1 i just hope i'm right cuz it's counted into promo 2.
Dear and me need to promote!!!!!!!!!!!
Well i guess i'm staying?

anyway to you:
don't like people treat you SLIGHTLY better you'd be easily swayed.Sian.

It's like i give up man.
Boomz.

Anyway to you my friend.
Don't turn to me only when you needed a favour from me.
It sucks to know only under such circumstances only then will you think of me,and our friendship's like a boat you can let go of into the sea anytime.
It sucks,it hurts.Do you know?
At least try.

Nowadays my temper like red boomz.
i seriously collapsing..collapse..collapse..

wo hen lei.
wo hen xiang shui jiao
ok this post is redundant.

After FINEX 2010...event on saturday..i think i slacked too much.
Geez.Watch Inception on that day too.Go watch it.Worth your money.
Then today i slack also.Bleh.I'm tired of slacking but i'm tired of playing as well.
I can't seemed to find a nice balancing point.Because whenever i want to do work,i think of playing.Whenever i'm playing,i think of studying.This is shitzzxxx man.
blah blah blah.
There's always this expectation from myself.
but till the end,can i do it?
Sigh//

Here's the rants.
Have you guys watch the channel 8 show @ 9.00 p.m?Don't you think the guy is so flirt?The chen jing xuan's boyfriend in that show.So lame -.-
Next,saturday i NEED to attend an event called FINEX.What the heck ttm.I just wanna slack.
Giveme a breakkkkkkkkkkkkkk
A -level physics SPA on this Friday!!!!
I soooo scared i panic on drawing graph. :'(
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.I already screwed up my oral.
Ok i rant again soon.Bye

Sian maxxxx
nowadays,i realised the importance of G.P..though all along i knew it's importance,it takes till now to realise the REAL importance.Like,i need IT for the BASIC qualification to a normal university.And i can't even secure a safe pass everytime,my results fluctuate all the time,how the heck do i stand a chance?
lots of my friends from JC,MI already left for polytechnic.I'm beginning to doubt my potential as a MI student.Does really,a 3-year JC course suit me?I still can turn back,it's now or never.Because wasting 2 years is better than 3.And as time ticks,i'm getting more&more confused,and panics.
it's time to make a decision.
To stay or not to stay.
A question i had asked since year 1.

woahhhhh
yesterday was a full-day out
by full-day out i meant...
school in the morning
going to watch Despicable Me movie in the afternoon,
go home change,
go PASIR RIS PARK for BBQ party at night
and home late.
Yeahhhhh
so hectic!!!!
so full also~
ahah...anyway gotten back my results.Promo I
Sianzxz maxxx :)
& my chinese oral epic fail.So upset with myself
hopefully some miracle so i can score distinction!HAHA
ok baibai

Labels: I KNOW I NEED TO START BUT LET ME CHILL FIRST

I read this somewhere,
"When girl and guy fight,girl will act nonchalent and hoped that the guy will CARE to call her back.When she says "do not call me back" she meant the opposite.& when the guy didn't call back,she panic and think "did i did it too harshly?" and think that they should not have quarrelled and regretted.when the guy DID call back,she will say "Hur,finally you want to call back?" and the guy will apologise,girl will soft-hearted and forgive and say to the guy "Next time,let's not quarrel again" and it was not long after they quarrelled again.The girl will again,be angry and save pride by not taking initiative to call back to apologise first,and the guy have to do it.and the guy took too long,the girl get worried,and when the guy called back,she's glad.and the cycle repeats...and it went back to the question "Let's not quarrel anymore..ok?"

Hahah...ok-a-y--y-,i find it true.
Because everytime i quarrel with De--ar,it is my heart that speaks the pain.
My mind that feels the anger and my heart that felt the ironic love.
But,quarrels is also inevitable in a relationship and henceforth,i suggest you put up a reasonable fight next time should you be involve in one.
Signed,girl who is un-repentable...HAHAHHA :p

I hate how some people just post about "world cup" in their facebook wall when they don't even understand the legend behind it.
Arghhhhh
Bummer for G.p,bummer for Math
What's next?
Sian arrr really
My mood drop to the bottom low
Ok byez

Hi.Here's how i spend my 3-days of "freedom" from friday-sunday.
Friday: Went to watch Eclipse with Dear after chem paper 1.(hope helps pull my failing paper)Well i think Twilight like overrated?No?Cuz it's quite bori-n---g.Keep kissing & kissing.& the part Bella asked Jacob to "kiss" her,Dear said "What the crap?Slut sia."I was like hahahha.(So 5.5/10 for it)
Saturday:Stay at home watched two movies on laptop,Clash of the titans (i think not bad,6.5/10)and Astroboy (Not nice i think,5/10?) Yup..then 2.00a.m woke up to watch world cup (WOOHOO GERMANYYYYYYYY)
Sunday:Watched Valentine's Day on comp,(well not bad la,rate it 6/10)
Then went to Fareast with Dear,ate yummy sambal fried rice...Hot me likey.
Walked around,very tired...went home :-) Dear is being sucha sweetie today~~~
Ya---a--a---.That's itttttttttttttttt
Byez!

I woke up just to see Germany match lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Don't fail me cannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
hahahhaahha
Anyway Uruguay's attire is so funny?I mean baby blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?
hehe

S-e-r-i-o-u-s-l-y~
My promo I screwedddd uppppp
Sad,but yeah
Upsetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt

Boooooooooo

Sianzxz arrr

This promotional exam's gna suck big-time

Yawn yawn.

Sleep`

So confused now,anybody i can confide in?
At all?

heyaaaaaaaa.
Just wanted to say i bought a pair of shoes like on...1st July i think.
From Pretty Fit.Desperate buy man.Cuz i needed shoeeeee
Today,went to watch Ip Man with my family.Nicey but i like previous 2 movies more..
Haiyo.Why i feel like so slack already!
Wake-up x2!
Ohya.Also,my father buy new car.Yum.Redzxzx BOOMZ
ok bye~

Seriously,i just can't online so often but it's just in me.
Grrrrr.
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.I've got 4more papers to go!!! I think.
sigh lorzzxzx.So many parts to one subject one
Tomorrow Math.......................
When can this end?
& i know i still got A-level SPA,H1 lit,H1 chinese,PW,all due this year!!!
SAD.

Hello.I hate pimples :(
After promotional exam I,I've so many things to do.
That includes filing back all the messy notes,tidying my studying room,and of course go out with people that i rejected to go out with last week because of the promo!
Oh right.And buy new bag!And play arcade!Go picnic!Brush up on my oral skills!Read more on Literature!
HAHA..ok so many..
Anyway what happened today sucked,because i lost my Ez-link for the 3rd time!YES !! FREAKINGLY 3TIMES.
Like walawl?1st time i get back.2nd time take too long to get back,make new 1.LUCKILY this 3rd time i manage to find back.What luck.And inside that pouch other than Ez-link still got keys and library card lorzz.
I went berserk,lucky got Dear accompany me and tried his best to cheer me up.
Sobz.
Ok baibai i go eat dinner yum

hey~~~
:-)
Today chemistry paper i know i've a lot careless mistake.
I think i sleep no enough.
Need to chiong!!!!
JIAYOU!

Heeha.letme say i'm soooo dead for me Promo I man.
Been going out,pw.& i even went out ystd despite my lit exams(which i haven't touch on even)which is tomorrow.
Not forgetting i watched 3movies within 2days,went out full-day ystd,watch soccer every night at 10p.m-12a.m..
Oh and worst,i'm like tad addicted to Zany Bridge,let's just say i play it almost everyday just like FaceBook.
OK~~HAHAH..wish me luck for my little studying ;)

yay i on computer again.
Thumbs up.(Y)
ohhhhhhhh.So boring.Errr nothing much to say.Will update when i've something on.
Byebye!

P.s/ Don't change,My Friend.You used to be my favourite friend.Now too.

Despite the countless times he made me angry and upset ah,can't believe the countless times he's sweet and caring.
"Fetch" me home everyday even after my project work,buy snacks for me to eat cuz i always complain my house nothing to eat.hahaha.K lo i forgive you for being 3hours late.Bleh. >.<
Ok..really tiring day for me.I wanna Viwawa!
Omgosh addicted to ZanyBridge all over again.
Gaga ohlalala.

Just realised that my interest span is damn short.
One minute i can be like "Let's go!",the next split second i'd be like "Aiya,i think nevermind."
E.g 1)I asked dear to go eat.Walked from cineleisure to fareast mid-way,i said go home,cuz it's late already.
E.g 2)I wanted to study.Touch first two pages,on comp.
E.g 3)I wanted to go out.Morning call "Eh dear we go out k."After few minutes of debate,Dear (knowing my attitude already) :"Ok.later then we decide.Go bathe and eat first,Me:"ok".After awhile..Dear called me. Me:"Eh dear i think we stay at home la."

HAHAH. Bleh.

Well anyway,yesterday was quite,i must say,productive for my pw group.
manage to almost-complete something?
and we really had fun through some unhappiness and debates :-)
ok..byebye!

People tell me to chill,"they don't even care,why should you?"
Yeah right.I wanted to chillllaxxx so much.
But wtheck,it concerns me directly.My grades.
To hell with them la.

If not..
It's time for me to heck care too.I guess.

P/s:GO KOREA!!!

Omg i swearrr it's so heart-pain!
Saw 2pairs of shoes which i thought was nice.
1st:looks nice,comfortable,dam cheap.
why didn't buy:Don't have my size,or rather,the size i thought i was supposed to wear didn't fit me and no bigger size already?
2nd:looks simple,comfortable,easy to match clothes,price ok-ok.
why didn't buy:Got my size this time round..but last piece!!!

WALAWL!!!

I know right.Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez.
I urgently need to buy a comfy shoes for my soring feet :(
Ahwell.
Anyway to sum up today,went to:Tiong Bahru,R.O.M (Hehehe),Raffles City,Bugis.
FOR PW.I KNOW RIGHT.AWESOME. (L)
Now i'm just tired shitzxz and would like to cut myself some slack.

P.s/ would be out on 12,14,15,16,18 June.Confirmed dates.

Blog-hopped a bit,went to an old friend's blog.
Let me tell you the story of her love life.
She and this guy got together,for i think 2years plus?Then the guy betrayed her.& they broke-up and patch and the cycle continues.
It's quite common?No,the thing is,the guy is so heartless to hurt this friend of mine whom i would not name,so many times that she had her heart-broken like gazillion times?Imagine having a guy to cheat on you like how many times,but eventually you HAD TO forgive him as you simply can't live without him,and he even treat you like dirt despite saying "i love you" all this bull crap.This guy here don't deserves to say this holy phrase!!!I doubt he even understands it.
& it's really sad because my friend here is really pretty,those type that many guys would like her kind.Her personality is also soft-spoken.That's what i think of her at least.
She posted one of this in her blog "The only person that deserves you is the one that will stick by your side no matter how mess you up and the one who will forgive you mistake after mistake"-and she asked "can i be this?"
It's damn dis-heartening to see this la.Does she deserves the guy?!Whatthecrap.The guy don't deserve her!
Well anyway,i know I'm being meddlesome here,but it's really bothersome to see such cases.
& It's damn freaking rare can..

Although i'm not close to her,i can feel her pain.
What about the guy she longed for?
Sucker -.-

Finally done with the soft-copy of the planned meeting for my Project Work.So tiring!!!
So now i realised,wtheckkk.It really takes a lot time off my studying and going out time!!! & It takes 8hands to clap la -.- (If you get what i mean)
No wonder they say it's easy to make enemies during your PW.ahah.
Ok..Just hope everything runs smoothly.

By the way,on lighter note,i bought a mango jeans!!!
Ya i know right,from my calculated data,i far exceeded last month expenditure,and each month's expenditure keep increasing!!!OHNO.lol...Need to do some financial planning.
Considering on 14th June,i'm going out with the fun peeps,definitely spending more than usual~
Hmm..

K nothing much,but just to say,i really enjoyed dinner on last Thursday with Carmen :-)

Byeeee!!!

haiyaa...
Let's talk about some happier stuffs.
There's this one day,i forgotten when,when me&dear were @ orchard road walking,then there's this you know like street entertainment?Got this person just ston-ing,then like people will give the entertainer $$$.So dear was like "Eh we take away his $$ see if he will move a not." AHA..so cute la.
:-)
I'm really happy with dear.
:-)
Then thursday i'm going out!
With M.TAN CHERYL MAXIN JINJIE ME DEAR.
:-)
I need to study hard also ah for promo!
:-(
I hungry now,cook and eat now,BYEZ
;-)

via icanread

"Today I realised that not everyone will stay by your side, even your best friend. Sure, there will be times of ups and downs, this and that, but when I look closer, I see the distance, I see the gap. It’s hard to believe, but they go when they want to. The only best friend you’ll ever have is yourself."

..just when i'm talking about friendship...

Jesslyn Lee:i give up trying to make friends,period.
That's one of my facebook wall comment.
Like seriously,it's getting tiring to see people of what i sometimes see as "friends" come and go in my life.
It's like one second you guys are like damn close and the next you just ta-da,you are like the fire and your friend's the ice.You guys just don't talk anymore.
Then there's like people who hate you when you don't even know WHY.
Then there's people who don't even TRY being nice to you when you tried being nice to them.
It's annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'-(

I'll try my best to keep my friends which i think is worth keeping from now onwards,or not,i can't do much either.

I have been living in denial;now it's time to wake up.
Yesterday,went to town..
Thought there's nothing to buy,end up i bought one Miss Selfridge,Es-spirit,and Forever21 Tee.Hahaha.
Super broke now..-.-
Bzzzz.

Don't know what to think anymore,don't care.

Grrr,currently upset with life.
Everything's against me.
All's wrong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yea yea yea.
Today's saturday but still have to go to school for "I day".-something like MI day i guess.
Well,not knowing what happened,got a badge,which is a sign of "academic award" which is good i guess?haha.Not showing off but it's just that i particularly like the badge because it's really kewl(cool) looked like some wings,like Quidditch!(the flying ball from the game in Harry Potter-i'm serious!!!) *giggles*
:-)
& today i'm exceptionally happy because i bought presents for mum and dad,and ate Laksa with Dear.
It's such small little memories that made life worth-while sometimes.
You gotta agree?
:-)

Luckily there was still my dear,constantly feeding me with love,if not i don't think "surviving" would be easy or even fundamental at all.
Ah.
Just when i thought our friendship would've get back to how it was like the past,i was wrong.
I really hoped that you would know i treasure our friendship but it seems like you kept way too much secrets than the number of words that you actually said for a day.
It really does hurt me to know that i'm not even worth a little bit of your time,to just share YOUR burdens with ME even when i'm concerned about you.
It seemed like it's always me,trying to save this almost-lost friendship and me that's the one who's initiating a conversation.
Well,i do get annoyed and irritated at times,but what annoyed me the most is not the fact that you don't talk much,but the fact that you don't even bother!
So be it,because i deserved to be treated like a friend if you deemed me as one.
Chao.

Some situations made me realised why some situations simply don't last.
It was like the lifespan of that's just-i don't know,-gone.
Wellllllllllll.I'm like omg-stress thus i think i'm very much slacky today due to tomorrow's 4tests?!
I mean for me it's like if i can't do well,i won't.Basically just lose the mood to study?!but i know i need to AT LEAST PASS.If not it's gna screw my Promo's results like shit.
So,study lor.
Pfttttttt.

Omg,people need to stop asking about my previous post ok?! "Who who who was that"
-.-
I mean,even if you're the person,i won't say it :-x
HEHEHE.
Ok this is boring..i'm @ O-hub now :(

Doesn't mean i'm like pretty close to you meant that i liked you.
Doesn't mean i tolerated your actions or gossips or rumours meant that i can be bullied easily.
It's not that i don't know.
I chose not to expose you.
Because that's not the whole point isn't it?
You can go on and be childish all you want,because people choose to believe what they want to believe in.
By saying all those words,and hearing all those words from some other people's mouth,just shows how shallow-minded you're.
Just try to be smarter next time b*tch.

P/s - You gotta start thinking about others and not just yourself,selfish gundu.
*Dehumanise you.*

Today me and jihan screwed up our SPA :(
Then later,i broke the burrete,according to jihan,with my shirt touching it and it fell!!!
I mean,the burrete can be more dumb than that la?!
I mean,so lucky that i don't have to pay for it?!
I mean,how annoying can the day be la!?!
Then i go vent my anger on PE playing soccer.
Wooo not bad today,1/1 score.
:)
Then after school go eat with the usual peeps :)

Dear Dairy (online),
Well,today marks approx~end of this week.
Tiring,almost closed my eyes while the teacher is talking when consulting her today.Yeah,that's HOW tired i was.
Well anyway,i signed up for the KPop singing competition!!
haha,as my mum said,just join for fun,for the memories. :)
I will try to upload photos if i took some tomorrow!!!
Pretty dull my blog.

Dear dairy(online),
today was an awesome day.I've told myself to start to studying.Now all i need is more motivation.Ah.So-wearing-myself-out.
Few days back,watched When In Rome and Dairy Of A Wimpy Kid.Few weeks back,Alice In The Wonderland and Dear John.I must say,this 4 movies ain't really my type.
Wah,keep spending,my expenditure more than my allowance.
Ok i want to sleeppppppppp!meow.

SianzZZ. :(

Yo.I used computer again.hahaha!
Eh,me think that the E-learning sh*t(One-day-off-school) is definately lame.Ok,not literally for the "one-day-off-school".
But...
I rather go to school?Because it seems like the work to be done online is even more than 1week's work in school.Shuckas.
Me love my dear many many because he's the one always there for me whenever i'm mad-you don't know how mad i can be and wouldn't want to either C:
Recently,i'm catching up with my old friends too!
So happy,wished time could stop sometimes..

So F*xking bored with all those sh*t man.
Physics "Ideal Hammer" Proj,Spaghetti competition.
March holiday's passing off so fast!
Grrr,but today was a nice,nice day.
Awesome company and a free meal (;
SianzzZZ lor,need to start work soon.
ID*OT*C.

Seriously man,I'm in the midst of March Holidays which i don't feel like it's one.. ...
So holiday mood again,can't get myself to do work!!!Come on i promised myself );
Anyway,just ate chili fish and crab.WoAhHzZzz the taste,but definitely more WOahhhZZzzz ZZZ Zzzz ZZzzZz for the fats.
I think i ate almost the whole fish myself.Proud of myself.right.
hahahaha.
Go out tomorrow?Yes or no?

Hiiiiiiii.Today went to Sentosa for team-building day.
Luge ride was super fun though it's my first time.I'm quite slow.So Ashvin passed me shouting my name "Jesslyn" and poof she's gone.Jihan and Jannah more worst.Start with me ah,then suddenly all disappear lorr.HAHHA.
O-MI-GEE lor tomorrow parent's meeting day!!How ah?!?!Somemore i don't think I'm getting good feedback :'(

I realised my time mangement not really well-planned.Spent most of my time slacking than studying!Shouldn't be like this!!!
To hell with PreU2.

english speaking,music is part of life,not life.
chinese speaking,音乐是生命的一部分，并不是生命。
mathematically speaking,music is a subset of life,not life.
scientifically speaking,music is directly proportional to life,not life.

:-)

...
aha,study till mad already.
ohwell,on fri,after sports fiesta(not to mention the disappointing and 对脸 that sapphire were last,yes,LAST),went to walk around.
then sat met up with long-time-no-meet besties!went to ahyee's house to watch dvd,eat cake,drink wine,joke around.Final Destination's nice!(Y)
Then me & ahyee exchanged presents,i gave carmen a gift too.
then after that dear sent me home (L)
Errr,common test results really bad except for math,ok ah GG :)

well,the cny visit to Mr Tan's house wasn't quite what i expected it to be,it was better than my expectation.
Get to play games and bond a lil..
didn't ice-skate,but ate yummy yummy bowl of noodle,that feeling of warm,i still remember till now..
today was a really lazing day
but tomorrow it's time to face reality again.
:(

Common test week is finally over!
Shall show myself some leniency to slack.
So going to flunk my G.P,Physics and Chemistry.
Going out tmrw and next sun!
oh,sometimes i find chinese articles much more detailed than that of english ones.


That was the thought that lingered in my head
the undertone that laced within my words
back then you can't seemed to decipher
but right now it's ok because it's over.

Gradually we grew as we learnt
from grains of laughter and tears
from a tinge of happiness and fear
I was glad the pain mould me,
into the person i am,here.

Jesslyn.
..

This post is dedicated to my awesum boyf.
On vday,you showed me what's really love like and what surprises really meant.
Even if it meant humming lady gaga's bad romance while eating at KFC and laughing about it.
On 2nd day of cny,you came all the way to fetch me @ Pasir ris,get jealous that i ate Hei Sushi,and brought me to somewhere just see people fly kites.
Not to mention all the things that you did for me,daily morning and night calls,daily night messages(T&C apply :p),never fails to send me home no matter how tired you're even though you lived in like Hougang and me,Clementi,always accompanying me when i'm alone,always cheering me up when i'm sad,always patient with me when i'm moody,borrowing money from your brother just to buy me gifts/presents,studying hard for my sake.. ..
-Edit-
Oh and try quitting vulgarities!(almost all)
There's a lot to mention,but for now i shall stop.because i knew the list will never ends unless our love shall stops.but never will it :)

OK DEAR!!! I ♥ YOU!! YOU'RE AWESUM (H) ♥ ♥ ♥

Yours sincerely,
Jesslyn Lee Pei Pei.

At this point of time,i really feel like a juggler,jugging hard with my life.
I know that it's a very stereotype statement quoted by many others but it's real,it's happening to me this very moment.
I've got more than too much..I just feel like sleeping my day away all the time
sigh.
Apparently the Chinese new year's joyous mood ain't contagious.

heyyyyyyyy,
few days back,i lost my ez-link..31bucks for a new one,investment?
my treasure was only considered one after it's lost.
I tried doing my best.
everyone has a heart that longed to be recognized
Right.few days back,my friend did me a favour.
A simple favour from a friend goes a long mile to becoming a new friend.
This entire month,studying like a mugger,doing projects.
To be privileged to sleep is definitely a beauty.

I guess this pretty much sums up my passing days.
Afterall,it's the life of a student.

I'm soooooo wistless.
No more energy.drained.
It's time i move on about the matter.
I'll reach a conclusion soon.
No point sustaining.
I'm tired.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh"
This past week really made me feels like that.
On thursday,we already had chemistry mock exam which i'm going to flunk like shit,G.P project to complete,Physics and G.P test coming up soon.
Today is just as sucky.The only thing that brightens today is Dear and Bestie called me!!! :)

Byebye..should be long since i update again.

I want to be like 宫心计(Beyond The Realm Of Conscience)- 刘三好,
存好心、說好話、做好事。
haha,after all,god always reward the saints,don't he?

Grrr *pissed off,my toilet is having renovations,so inconvenience.
had to cramp myself up in a room with my dog to avoid the workers..dog fur everywhere :')
I'm gna go out and get myself a new school bag tomorrow!!!
*pissed off too because my Internet speed is so slow!My comp's going bonkers man..
So my mood is?*pissed off*
-_-

wooshhhhhhh,it's been fast.
guess what?Holiday's ending!
sighhh,back to books,assignments,tests,projects,exams.
the only major difference is that in year-2,I'm in for project work..which means..a definite lesser time to slack.
oh well,i heard we've got chem,Chinese homework!wth..and a chem test during week 1 since school re-opens..wonderful~
whateverrrrrrrr.i shall show some leniency to myself and relax one more week can? ):

-hehehhehe.seriously loved the ring.beautiful.
-Sherlock Holmes was ok,quite nice,shall wait for the next sequel.
-recently spam a lot of money on Mango tees,since they're having Year-End-Sales.
-I need to buy a school bag!
-Packed,cleaned my study room..though it should have been done before 2010 starts!But at least i fulfilled one of my new year's resolution.

ok ciaos,

It's new year's eve people!
my wish for 2010,hopefully a smooth and breeze year for me!
it's my Pre-U2 year,need to work hard already,cut the slack
2009 was really a blur for me,really hectic year,i found back some old friends,made new friends,lost some old friends,but i'm still glad besties still remains..the only fact that it differs from all those previous years is that i met that someone!
OH,2010 also meant that i'm 18..M18 shows then?Haiyo,so old.
today's gna be pretty dull though,not going out,but still counting down.
yesterday's really awesome,felt like a fairytale had came true,feels like cinderella.. ...because i hurt my little toe,hehehe
Mmm!
my family's ordering pizza for dinner,yum yum!
anyway,picked up the novel:THE DOOMSDAY CONSPIRACY by Sidney Sheldon(all-time favourite) to re-read..
OoKk,anyway who cares about 2009,it's 2010 and it's time to move on!
let bygones be bygones and i'm sure each and everyone's a happy man.

Labels: 2010's arrival

Because practically every one's Facebook status is about Singapore Idol,just wondering:
does you supporting your own race makes you any less racist?
hahaha,no offense but ya,just wondering.